life..

looking back at everything i've done in my high school career i can't believe that it's already almost over. where has the time gone?

Freshman year:
OMG! i'm in high school now. what do i do? um, let's get in, do homework and get done :) nope, let's waste our time on a stupid boy. Then let's make it to State with the knowledge team and let's not study at all the night before contest.. yep, that's about right. And cannot forget getting my only snuggle buddy :) by big boy, Bruizer. he's the only man in life that i need.

Sophomore year:
Ooooh, i finally found the right guy. Or so I thought. let's do great in all my classes!! oh wait, i forgot i'm horrible at Geometry. let's try to get help in that class and not get it and fail it second semester. let's waste some more time on the wrong guy. yay! it's christmas :) and now yayyyyy i'm sixteen!!! let's start driving. :) okkkkay nevermind let's not because we haven't driven hardly at all. then let's get sick....urgh. a whole week outta school. yep. now let's waste some more time on boys. that must be all i think about..

Junior year:
So, i met another guy. let's waste some more time. It wasn't totally wasted though, i met two of my best friends on this Earth. They're awesome :) then i also "met" my dad's best friend from Elementary and HS, who also was the birthing room nurse the night i was born. Small world, huh? wow. craziness. Then that's all over with. What really else went on...nothing really. it was mostly boring. First prom, wow :) i went home early.. it was boring.

Senior year:
Welp, here we go with the rest of my life...get sick the second day of school.. figure out i'm hypoglycemic..let's "fall in love" the summer before senior year.. let's make a big mistake that could change the rest of my life........yep, that has been covered. let's get dumped for a freshman girl. then let's get used to the whole idea.....then let's not tell anyone what really happened.. wow, can't believe this is happening.. meet the freshman girl, they broke up. wasn't her idea. imagine that, he's an ass. she's better off as am I. she becomes my "little sister". depression time.........big blur..........February 10: I turn 18!!!! wow, i'm a legal adult. how scary is this realization? let's go through some more school.. pass classes with some A's. time to find out my grandma has cancer.... surgery.. it's all gone. now it's time for chemo therapy for a year. let's meet someone new... someone older... someone different. let's become good friends. let's meet him. let's hang out alot. let's have fun together. he starts to act different.. i blow it off. then he starts acting like a total ass hole. saying if he acts like that i'll stay and i definitely don't have to worry about him leaving me. yep, that was definitely the least of my worries. then my best friend and his roommate breakup and all hell breaks loose. he takes a total 180 for the worst, let's just lead her on and stop talking to me. all happening in less than a month. i made another HUGE mistake.....again. imagine that. well, idk if i'm better off but i hope things either work out or things change. Family issues. Not going on senior trip to Kansas City, good choice. Area 13 Banquet, get a plaque for the wall in the ag building for my first place in job interview. Then not make state by less than 3 points and the guy who doesn't care wins the whole thing.....just my luck. Summersville Chapter banquet. i'm going to cry like a baby. especially when Em gives her last speech. Then Baccalaureate where i'll probably cry some more. then the last week of school....wow. even more crazy.....Finally, GRADUATION!! time for some waterproof mascara. wow. let's BAWL LIKE A BABY! wow.. high school flew by. i wish i could go back.

Looking back on the years.....it's weird. but i really wouldn't change a thing.